I find myself thinking about my relationships a lot.
I once heard a message at church about every believer needing a mentor in his life.
I don't really have one in particular. And I find myself wishing sometimes that I did--for guidance; to have a wiser, more seasoned man listen to me talk about whatever I'm going through.
But it's hard. Because I have to earn people's respect first. Make them like me in some way.
Since I was a kid I've always felt like I've had to go at it alone. I'm used to keeping my own counsel.
